"Ya Allah, apabila rezekiku ada di langit, maka turunkanlah, apabila di dalam bumi maka keluarkanlah, apabila di laut maka naikkanlah, apabila jauh maka dekatkanlah, sekiranya dekat maka permudahkanlah, dan sekiranya sedikit maka perbanyakkanlah dan sekiranya sedia banyak maka permudahkanlah untuk mendapatkannya , juga berilah keberkatan terhadap rezeki tersebut dan berikanlah rezeki padaku sebagaimana yang kujangka, dengan rezeki yang halal dan baik, serta banyak lagi keberkatan sehinggakan ku tidak memerlukan sesiapa selain dari-Mu, dan jadikanlah kedua tanganku ini berada di atas dengan suka memberi dan menderma, dan jangan jadikan dua tanganku ini di bawah dengan suka meminta-minta, sesungguhnya Engkau amat berkuasa ke atas setiap sesuatu". Amin Ya Robbal A'lamin

Friday, 25 April 2014

Post Pertama di tahun 2014

Assalamualaikum... ape kabar kawan2 smua..

xde ape crita baru pun nak dikongsi bersama sbb saya masih berstatus Isteri...blum masanyer lg utk bergelar Mummy..Ibu...Mama..Ummi..Mom..Mak...

InsyaAllah akan dberi hak itu dalam masa terdekat ini..amin

Sy xkan berputus asa untuk truskn usaha dn doa2 sy untuk merasakan semua detik-detik indah untuk menimang anugerah terindah drNYA..InsyaAllah

Wednesday, 7 August 2013


SALAM AIDILFITRI , MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN sekiranya terdapat salah dan silap sepanjang coretan mama cahaya di sini...segala kekurangan datang dari diri mama cahaya sendiri dan segala kebaikan datangnya dari yang MAHA ESA.
Semoga kita dapat menyambut hari kemenangan ini dalam suasana yang aman, tenang  dan gembira  bersama keluarga yang tersayang...dan semoga kita smua dalam keadaan sihat walafiat hendaknya..InsyaAllah Amin.

Tuesday, 30 July 2013

Persiapan Raya & 8 Ramadan terakhir


Alhamdulillah...syukur kpd Yang ESA kerana memberi pluang untuk menikmati bulan yg mulia dan penut berkat... arini dah Ramadan ke 21...cepat sungguh masa berlalu..

Tahun ni beraya di kampung sendiri setelah 3 tahun berturut2 di kampung suami...hurmmmm ada alasan tersendiri..huhuhuhu...dan persiapan raya sederhana je kali nih sbb cam xde mood nak wat ape2....entahla prasaan ni je xnak blanja lebih kot

Matlamat UTAMA ramadan kali nih ialah doa untuk kesihatan, kesejahteraan dan ZURIAT...semoga dpermudahkn segala doa2ku ramadan kali ini..ameen.InsyaAllah

Wednesday, 10 July 2013

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan- Niat & Ganjaran

Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa di bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ini =)

hurmmm sebelum tu...jangan lupe pasang niat k..

Sumber: En Google image

Dan ni ganjaran dari Allah..InsyaAllah

Sumber: En Google image

Tuesday, 9 July 2013

Counting hours for RAMADHAN 1434H


Less than 19 hours for us to start the precious moment of RAMADHAN 1434H...such a wonderful feeling filled inside every Muslim around the world....this is the 4th time celebrating this moment with my dearest hubby...cant wait for it..=)

May ALLAH always bless us (hubby and me) with zuriat, happiness, good health , prosperity...and May ALLAH accept all our prayers and doas in this RAMADHAN journey....InsyaAllah..Amin Ya Robbal A'lamin =)

Friday, 21 June 2013

Laps + Hysteroscopy + OD @ PHKL


Here are some of the details of my Laps + Hysteroscopy + OD:

Date: 21st Mar 2013
Time of Surgery: 2.30pm
Ward No: Block D - Room 3XX
Name of Dr: Dr Adilah Ahmat
Name of Anaesthetist : Dr Nazri Bhupalan

We reached hospital around 8.15am and registered myself for the visit to Dr Adilah's clinic. Oh, besides me, many couples were seen at the clinic. Hmm..... realized that she is so so so popular for fertility treatment. Nevermind, it didn't bother me much. I was searching for Ida, eventually Ida was on leave and someone tookover her place that day..Later, Dr directed the nurse to request me to proceed with the admission and need not wait for the assessment and so on...fuhhhhh

We went to Block D for the admission registration. The admission only took less than half an hour...so fast right (as the GL, etc. has been prepared earlier)..Thanks to Dr Adilah. Then, the Porter brought us to the Ward...I've requested for 2 bedded room as it facilitated with TV (not for me but for my hubby)..The nurse came and explained the rules n bla bla....huarggggggg (but love the Complimentary Gift) hooyay...then around 11am..the Anaesthetist visited me to check my condition, the nerves and asked few questions...and said "I see you later OK..." so nice of him.

Surgery took place at the afternoon at 2pm.. Remembered hubby was there with me when I had been arranged to change into the OT gown and lie down on the mobile bed, to be pushed into the surgical ward.....huaaarrrrggggggg scary doh.. That was the last moment I saw him at the entrance of the ward. Lying down alone, looking up to the white ceiling of the chilly ward waiting hall while waiting to enter the actual surgical ward, I felt lonely and helpless. I was nervous when the anesthetist came to me. He was friendly, holding my hand, asking for my full name and many general questions eg my job, area I stay, etc... I had so much to worry. Worried that it would be painful after surgery. I was still able to answer his questions, and remembered that Dr Adilah say Hi to me but before long, snap!

The next moment I woke up, I was at the recovery section and I heard only the nurses' calling. I was forced to wake up by the nurses. It's the routine, I know.I hardly shouted "I'm cold...so cold, help me" and they replied me...I've switched on the warmer and put on few blankets...you will be OK dear".Owh gurl...you're drama queen for sure. They really have to make sure you have overcome I was glad to wake up safe and sound though.

Pain so little as the gas still in my body, except for having the long needle poking into my hand for drips, and 3 patches of heavily stained cotton squares on my lower abdominal forming. Of course, I did not move myself at all. No motion to avoid any pain, initially. Pain killers were given,too. Opened up the plasters to be checked by the doctor, oh, the scars were 3 really :)

Dr Adilah gave me a visit the next day, to check the scars and my condition and advised me to eat something if you're hungry...Guess what...I did not vomit at all after the surgery..Goob Job, Gurl!!!!!! And, she explained what she had removed and so on. She added more, try to walk and do other regular activities (e.g bathing,peeing, eating, etc) so that you can go home tomorrow....hoooyay.

After all, my hubby look after me even he knew the pain is something more than usual. As I started to walk and do my things, the pain getting worst but I try to act as I am OK...then the next day Dr Adilah discharged me and gave 3 weeks MC and advised to visit her a week after that so that she could explain the medications provided.

Eventhough, it's only a minor surgery, I have to "Pantang"...hurmmmm what else..hubby sent me to my mom's place for me to rest n relax.

Well, my surgery was over. Charges? Approximately RM15K and covered by Insurance.

I shall write on the follow up treatment sooner...Wassalam

Friday, 31 May 2013

Part 2 - My 1st IUI Journey (the result)

After a hectic 2WW journey, I went to Hospital on 5 Feb 2013 for the BetaHCG blood test and the nurse told me that we can get the result by 2 hours.

Exactly at 2.30pm...the nurse called me and informed that the BetaHCG result was " NEGATIVE" aka IUI FAILED...(as expected as no symptoms i felt).Actually,I was fully prepared emotionally and mentally but it is not worth though...suddenly felt demotivated and moody till the end of the day.

Hubby was strong enough to make me feel more energetic and get me into Positiveness...love u syg..you made my day =)

Next day, I called the clinic to set an appointment with  Dr Adilah..And my treatment story starts all over again.....Chaiyok Chaiyok