"Ya Allah, apabila rezekiku ada di langit, maka turunkanlah, apabila di dalam bumi maka keluarkanlah, apabila di laut maka naikkanlah, apabila jauh maka dekatkanlah, sekiranya dekat maka permudahkanlah, dan sekiranya sedikit maka perbanyakkanlah dan sekiranya sedia banyak maka permudahkanlah untuk mendapatkannya , juga berilah keberkatan terhadap rezeki tersebut dan berikanlah rezeki padaku sebagaimana yang kujangka, dengan rezeki yang halal dan baik, serta banyak lagi keberkatan sehinggakan ku tidak memerlukan sesiapa selain dari-Mu, dan jadikanlah kedua tanganku ini berada di atas dengan suka memberi dan menderma, dan jangan jadikan dua tanganku ini di bawah dengan suka meminta-minta, sesungguhnya Engkau amat berkuasa ke atas setiap sesuatu". Amin Ya Robbal A'lamin

Wednesday, 7 August 2013


SALAM AIDILFITRI , MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN sekiranya terdapat salah dan silap sepanjang coretan mama cahaya di sini...segala kekurangan datang dari diri mama cahaya sendiri dan segala kebaikan datangnya dari yang MAHA ESA.
Semoga kita dapat menyambut hari kemenangan ini dalam suasana yang aman, tenang  dan gembira  bersama keluarga yang tersayang...dan semoga kita smua dalam keadaan sihat walafiat hendaknya..InsyaAllah Amin.

Tuesday, 30 July 2013

Persiapan Raya & 8 Ramadan terakhir


Alhamdulillah...syukur kpd Yang ESA kerana memberi pluang untuk menikmati bulan yg mulia dan penut berkat... arini dah Ramadan ke 21...cepat sungguh masa berlalu..

Tahun ni beraya di kampung sendiri setelah 3 tahun berturut2 di kampung suami...hurmmmm ada alasan tersendiri..huhuhuhu...dan persiapan raya sederhana je kali nih sbb cam xde mood nak wat ape2....entahla prasaan ni je xnak blanja lebih kot

Matlamat UTAMA ramadan kali nih ialah doa untuk kesihatan, kesejahteraan dan ZURIAT...semoga dpermudahkn segala doa2ku ramadan kali ini..ameen.InsyaAllah

Wednesday, 10 July 2013

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan- Niat & Ganjaran

Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa di bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ini =)

hurmmm sebelum tu...jangan lupe pasang niat k..

Sumber: En Google image

Dan ni ganjaran dari Allah..InsyaAllah

Sumber: En Google image

Tuesday, 9 July 2013

Counting hours for RAMADHAN 1434H


Less than 19 hours for us to start the precious moment of RAMADHAN 1434H...such a wonderful feeling filled inside every Muslim around the world....this is the 4th time celebrating this moment with my dearest hubby...cant wait for it..=)

May ALLAH always bless us (hubby and me) with zuriat, happiness, good health , prosperity...and May ALLAH accept all our prayers and doas in this RAMADHAN journey....InsyaAllah..Amin Ya Robbal A'lamin =)

Friday, 21 June 2013

Laps + Hysteroscopy + OD @ PHKL


Here are some of the details of my Laps + Hysteroscopy + OD:

Date: 21st Mar 2013
Time of Surgery: 2.30pm
Ward No: Block D - Room 3XX
Name of Dr: Dr Adilah Ahmat
Name of Anaesthetist : Dr Nazri Bhupalan

We reached hospital around 8.15am and registered myself for the visit to Dr Adilah's clinic. Oh, besides me, many couples were seen at the clinic. Hmm..... realized that she is so so so popular for fertility treatment. Nevermind, it didn't bother me much. I was searching for Ida, eventually Ida was on leave and someone tookover her place that day..Later, Dr directed the nurse to request me to proceed with the admission and need not wait for the assessment and so on...fuhhhhh

We went to Block D for the admission registration. The admission only took less than half an hour...so fast right (as the GL, etc. has been prepared earlier)..Thanks to Dr Adilah. Then, the Porter brought us to the Ward...I've requested for 2 bedded room as it facilitated with TV (not for me but for my hubby)..The nurse came and explained the rules n bla bla....huarggggggg (but love the Complimentary Gift) hooyay...then around 11am..the Anaesthetist visited me to check my condition, the nerves and asked few questions...and said "I see you later OK..." so nice of him.

Surgery took place at the afternoon at 2pm.. Remembered hubby was there with me when I had been arranged to change into the OT gown and lie down on the mobile bed, to be pushed into the surgical ward.....huaaarrrrggggggg scary doh.. That was the last moment I saw him at the entrance of the ward. Lying down alone, looking up to the white ceiling of the chilly ward waiting hall while waiting to enter the actual surgical ward, I felt lonely and helpless. I was nervous when the anesthetist came to me. He was friendly, holding my hand, asking for my full name and many general questions eg my job, area I stay, etc... I had so much to worry. Worried that it would be painful after surgery. I was still able to answer his questions, and remembered that Dr Adilah say Hi to me but before long, snap!

The next moment I woke up, I was at the recovery section and I heard only the nurses' calling. I was forced to wake up by the nurses. It's the routine, I know.I hardly shouted "I'm cold...so cold, help me" and they replied me...I've switched on the warmer and put on few blankets...you will be OK dear".Owh gurl...you're drama queen for sure. They really have to make sure you have overcome I was glad to wake up safe and sound though.

Pain so little as the gas still in my body, except for having the long needle poking into my hand for drips, and 3 patches of heavily stained cotton squares on my lower abdominal forming. Of course, I did not move myself at all. No motion to avoid any pain, initially. Pain killers were given,too. Opened up the plasters to be checked by the doctor, oh, the scars were 3 really :)

Dr Adilah gave me a visit the next day, to check the scars and my condition and advised me to eat something if you're hungry...Guess what...I did not vomit at all after the surgery..Goob Job, Gurl!!!!!! And, she explained what she had removed and so on. She added more, try to walk and do other regular activities (e.g bathing,peeing, eating, etc) so that you can go home tomorrow....hoooyay.

After all, my hubby look after me even he knew the pain is something more than usual. As I started to walk and do my things, the pain getting worst but I try to act as I am OK...then the next day Dr Adilah discharged me and gave 3 weeks MC and advised to visit her a week after that so that she could explain the medications provided.

Eventhough, it's only a minor surgery, I have to "Pantang"...hurmmmm what else..hubby sent me to my mom's place for me to rest n relax.

Well, my surgery was over. Charges? Approximately RM15K and covered by Insurance.

I shall write on the follow up treatment sooner...Wassalam

Friday, 31 May 2013

Part 2 - My 1st IUI Journey (the result)

After a hectic 2WW journey, I went to Hospital on 5 Feb 2013 for the BetaHCG blood test and the nurse told me that we can get the result by 2 hours.

Exactly at 2.30pm...the nurse called me and informed that the BetaHCG result was " NEGATIVE" aka IUI FAILED...(as expected as no symptoms i felt).Actually,I was fully prepared emotionally and mentally but it is not worth though...suddenly felt demotivated and moody till the end of the day.

Hubby was strong enough to make me feel more energetic and get me into Positiveness...love u syg..you made my day =)

Next day, I called the clinic to set an appointment with  Dr Adilah..And my treatment story starts all over again.....Chaiyok Chaiyok

Part 1 - My 1st IUI journey


My 1st IUI experience with Dr Adilah, this post was long overdue to published...I am sorry though and I am trying to relax and think some HAPPY thoughts everyday.

The details of my IUI as follows:
Date: 23 Jan 2013
Time: 8.15am /11.15am
Venue: IVF Clinic & Dr Adilah's Clinic

As usual, we arrived at hospital around 8am, then straight away walk to IVF clinic for hubby to donate his sperm for "washing" process. The process will take about 2 hours, so we decided to register at Dr's clinic, the later went for breakfast. I was told to keep a full bladder for the procedure.

By 11, we were back at the clinic and we were called for the procedure. the nurse showed us a semen container labelled with my name to confirm that the sperm belongs to us. Dr Adilah shared the result of the semen analysis and explained the necessary info before proceed to the procedure.By the way, I injected Ovidrel 2 days i.e. 36 hours before the procedure.

After that, Dr began the procedure by inserting a speculum into me...felt slightly discomfort but painless. Next, she showed us a very thin and flexible catheter to be inserted into the cervix and explained that the washed sperm then will injected through it. She had some difficulties to insert the catheter into me...then she asked me to relax and think something happy. And tried again, but this time, she asked the nurse to do ultrasound and she will insert the catheter by viewing on the screen.
Thanks to Allah, this time she managed to insert the catherer and she prayed "Bismillah"and inject the sperm into my cervix. I also recite few "Doa" that moment.

Done!! Alhamdulillah....the procedure just took about 15 minutes. Really, I couldnt believe that everything was over. We were directed to another room for me to lay for half an hour before Dr releases me to go home.

I was precribed a supply of Uterogeston (to be inserted via vagina) and Dr asked to do the BetaHCG blood test after 2 weeks.

the result, i write in the next entry Part 2: My 1st IUI Journey.

Thursday, 30 May 2013

Malasnyer nak update...


Pejam celik pejam celik...nak masuk bulan Jun dah..cepatnyer masa berlalu skrg kn
skali buka blog nih...last update bulan Jan

JAN..JUN...JAN...JUN....serabut plak..ngeh3

byk sgt topik yg kena update nih....tp MALAS nyer nak tulis


Tuesday, 22 January 2013

Treatment Stories and the costing

Chronology of events for my fertility treatments (I may revise the info as at the latest treatment I go /do):

Nov – 1st time decided to refer OBGYN and went to Pusat Bersalin UMRA @Poliklinik UMRA Seksyen 13 Shah Alam.
Assigned to Dr. Niraj, explained our situation..bla bla bla and did ultrasound to check my fatty tummy..ngeh3 (perfect and no issue)
Advised to take / do these:
-          Clomid for next cycle (Dec 2011) and seek my hubby for SA,
-          TVS at CD12 for cycle Dec (done by Dr Ummul, found few good follicles and very thin uterus lining (no additional advice for that) ,
-          Blood test at CD21 to look the progesterone level (done by MO -result is good as ovulation occur and that’s it no additional advice);
-          Jan 2012 – pain during period and given painkiller (by GP)
Consultation + procedure + lab test + medication  = +/- RM600
1st quarter – on & off went to UMRA to see Dr Niraj – he advised to do blood test again to see my hormone level and so on..bla bla bla
A week later, went there again to review the result – Dr. Niraj explained everything perfect and no issue at you. And asked my hubby to do SA and given Letrozole for next cycle.
Did SA at Path lab Puchong, and jeng3………result unexplained.
2nd quarter  (to be exact 2 weeks before Ramadhan) – went to UMRA to meet Dr. Niraj (unfortunately he had an emergency delivery case) so, my case forwarded to Dr. Rafi. Dr. Rafi saw the results and straight away suggest IVF.
Heartfelt and cried – later Dr. Rafi advised to meet the Psychiatrist and the IVF advisor at UMRA soonest possible.
Seek opinion with family members and friends – they suggest getting 2nd opinion from the specialist.
Digging for the best specialist in town and build my strength to face my 2nd stage of treatment.
Nov – able to get appointment with Dr Adilah (IVF advisor and also an experienced specialist who handled many types of fertility issues and pleased with her success stories.
This is my journey with Dr Adilah @ PHKL:
Met Dr Adilah on CD12, explained my previous treatments. She did TVS, later found few fibroids surrounded my uterus (seems no harm if I get pregnant) and also found immature follicles (PCOS) hurmmmm.
Advised to take / do these:
-          Clomid for next cycle (as it is working for me on Dec 2012), hormone /blood test, HSG and seek my hubby for SA.
-          Multivitamins for both of us.
Dec - Went for hormone / blood test at CD3.also to set appointment but unfortunately Dr Adilah was on holiday (2nd half of the month)..her nurse asked me to proceed with HSG and advised to take clomid the next cycle (Jan 2013) and do necessary treatment in Jan 2013.
Costing for UMRA:
Consultation + procedure + lab test + medication  = +/- RM300
Costing for PHKL:
Nov / Dec 2012 –
1.       Consultation+ procedure + medication (clomid)  = RM342.80
2.       SA (by Embriologist) =RM120
3.       Hormone / Blood test for me (at Pantai Premier Pathology)       = RM424
4.       HSG (at Tawakal by Dr Fatimah) = RM180
TOTAL = RM1066.80
Jan – set appointment with Dr Adilah on CD11 (taken clomid on CD3 until CD9)
CD11, Dr did TVS and found these:
-          Left Ovary - 3 good follicles @ 16mm and 15mm for 2.
-          Right Ovary – 3 follicles @ 10mm each
-          Uterus lining was at 2.7mm (not good)
Advised to take / do these:
-          Femoston – 3 pills on CD11 through vagina
-          Come back on CD13 for TVS
CD13, Dr did TVS again and found these:
-          Left Ovary - 3 good follicles @ 18mm and 14mm for 2. And got extra follicles growing…hehehe
-          Right Ovary – 3 follicles @ 8mm each (don’t know what happen to the earlier one)
-          Uterus lining was at 3.7mm (good sign -increase 1mm within 36 hours on femoston)
Advised to take / do these:
-          Femoston – 3 pills daily through vagina until CD19
-          Review hubby’s blood test result
-          Ovidrel injected on CD13 (10.30pm)
-          Proceed with IUI @CD15
Shall update the IUI procedure (if happen to proceed at CD15) later
Costing for PHKL:
Jan 2013 –
1.       Consultation + procedure+ medication (femoston) =RM255
2.       Hormone / Blood test for hubby (at Pantai Premier Pathology)       = RM228
3.       Consultation + procedure+ medication (ovidrel) =RM304
 TOTAL as at today = RM787

Tuesday, 8 January 2013


Hye smua....dah lapan hari di tahun baru nih...rasanye x terlambat mama cahaya nak ucapkn HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013 nih kn....

fuh..smoga smua azam2 yg dulu, skarang dn slamanyer tu masih blum expire la ye...ape2 pun kita minta tolong YANG ESA permudahkn perjalanan hidup kita sepanjang tahun ni dan tahun2 seterusnyer..In syaa Allah ..ameen